Caffeine Gives Me "Crazy" Eyes

I haven't been sleeping... I know it's because I'm in the middle of a down cycle in my faux manic depression. The last one was a while ago so the cycles aren't going as fast as they did last year, but I hope that doesn't mean it will take me a while to get out of my funk.

And I know what it is... I know what I have to do and I'm working on it... no worries (yet).

In the meantime, I thought coffee would help. But, um, NO it didn't, because for some reason I stay not trying to remember that caffeine makes me feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest, makes my eyes get all shifty and twitchy, and gives me a mild case of the shakes.

People, I was in bad shape over here. I started mumbling to myself in my office, talking 'bout: "Someone, please- how long before the effects of a tall, skim, caramel macchiato from Starbucks wears off? My eyes won't close and my skin feels weird... like it's trying to dislodge from my body! It's like that time in college when I had that really bad "trip" ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!"

It was a hot mess.

Thank god I crashed on the subway ride home, otherwise this post would probably look like this:

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See what I mean?

*smooches...hoping for time to really crash this weekend*
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I only have ONE thing planned and I'm only doing that ONE thing... everybody/thing else, please, KISS OFF. and I mean that in the nicest way possible.