For being a freelancer w/no rainy day funds?
For hustling full time to try and get a new gig?
For this hot ass summer in BK, again?
For the life of the mother of a real teenager?
For a complete REDO of my lifestyle choices?
For failure? Success? Happiness? Tragedy?
For a real heart-to-heart w/Grandma? With myself?
For him?
I'm trying to not fall apart, go with the flow, "let go and let 'god'" but SHIT I hate being in limbo without a plan of action and definite, guaranteed results. Total result of the whole right/left brain fighting for supreme dominance: my logic/reasoning just declared war on the bohemian artist in me and I was the last to know. Both sides have amassed so much ammunition against the other and I know it's about to get so freakin bloody. Like Civil War bloody. Like Euro-trash killing off indigenous tribes in 'America' bloody. Like North Korea threatening to level us with one death blow bloody. Like talking bad about Michael Jackson on a bus in Florida bloody.
Or maybe I'm just making it that huge because I'm on crack.
*smooches...too confused to produce a coherent post*
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ps- it's hot as all hell today... never thought I'd say this shit but, um, I guess the rain wasn't ALL bad! lol
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Hahahahaha! Yea it was! The monsoons had all you scary ass New Yawkers ready to kill yourselves!
As for being ready for what's next, you'll adapt, you always do. The best part about being a Gemini is you get to be a chameleon(sp.), you change with your surroundings.
As for the whole unknown thing, again, the Universe is paying you back for all the cliffhanger endings to your stories past, present and future.
Thanks Universe. You're the best! *thumbs up*
Yeah I knew you were on drugs.
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