This, of course, does not include all the things I do that aren't for money: spending time w/my kids, keeping house, maintaining this (and other) sites, personal writing projects, writing workshops and oh yeah, sleep.
Well I'm not used to any of it. It's stressing me out. I'm eating as a result of anxiety instead of hunger. Subsequently, my pants are getting snug again. *sigh* I need a clone.
And I don't mean to complain about any of the good fortune that has fallen on my lap in the last couple of weeks, but it's all happening at once and I wasn't ready for it. I feel like I brought a knife to a gun fight!*
Now we all know I don't put too much stock in religion or the Catholic Church or any of that hubbub, but the one thing I kept from my childhood for when there's TOO MUCH going on that I cannot escape is this:

Although I have to say- I could care less about Serenity and I PISS on courage... all I really want it that damn WISDOM! "Should I go for the job in PA?" "Does he really like me or is this a fling?" "Am I doing the right thing for my girls?" "Is it really a terrible thing to subsist on a diet of Buffalo wings and oatmeal raisin cookies?"
Anyone got any WISDOM lying around for me? My brain & body are tired and I don't feel like thinking for myself...
*smooches...wishing there were someone else to do what I need to do*
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or someone else to help. Oh fuck it- someone to take care of me... THERE! I said it! I WANT SOMEONE TO COME AND TAKE CARE OF ME!!! *sobs all over your keyboard*
*also, if you can tell me what movie I stole that phrase from, I'll send you a FREE Jaded Tshirt
5 comments:
Nice.. well hang in there - you're tough enough to handle all of this good fortune.. BTW, Buffalo Wings + Oatmeal Raisin cookies is a diet I can get behind. (err, that wasn't meant to sound that dirty)
Also, The Untouchables.
Actually, I think someone said it in The Punisher too..
@ricardo- alright, alright- stop googling the quote! you won the tshirt!! lol
email me your size...
(PS- I was quoting The Untouchables... it was my favorite Sean Connery moment EVER!)
Honey, you need an intern!!!
@juju- where can I get one of these "interns" you speak of? And do they do dishes?? lol
@jack- we're gonna fight for that housekeeping comment...
that said, you know what I was really looking for was permission to put some things (this blog, etc) aside. LOVE YOU!!
(but we still gonna fight!)
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