I want you all to know that just because I'm getting more sleep these days and have stopped eating full meals at 3:00 AM doesn't mean that I still don't have crazy dreams. Because I do. The only difference is that I forget or run out of time to write them down.
However I found notes on a dream I had a while ago. It was one of those vivid dreams where you wake up thinking it really happened. Basically I was at some party and there are some other Penzos there, too. Cousins, aunts, etc. Then my biological paternal parental unit approaches me and I turn my back like, "Negro please, I ain't got nothing to say to you. I don't need you." and he's all "Clearly you do because your mom obviously didn't teach you any manners or to respect people."
To say I woke up mad is an understatement! I was like DID THIS ASSHOLE JUST INSULT MY MOTHER?!?! I was two seconds from going to WAR with this man, and while I may have cause to keep him out of my life, the tirade of profanities I had lined up was all due to my subconscious.
After about five minutes I realized, "Wait- was that real?" and then quietly sat back down when it hit me; "No, it was just a dream."
Funny how even in a sleep state I don't like that man.
*smooches...still laughing at my reaction*
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seriously, though, it's a good thing I don't have his phone number because it was about to be ON!
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
That Penzo Dude Appeared In A Dream
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*smh* I'm not surprised. I still feel like you're going to curse him out for that.
The first thing I wondered was what was going on when you had the dream? Do you remember?
It sounds like your subconscious was feeling guilty for some reason, telling you that you acted some way or said something that was out of character for you ... not showing the manners or respect that you usually show. The appearance of your dad in your dream seems to be more a manifestation that your brain chose to impart this.
Wondering if some of the anger wasn't necessarily at him but at hearing what you didn't want to hear, your subconscious telling you you didn't act as well as you should.
Kelly, you hit that ish right on the head.
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