Wednesday Dedication, 2011: "I Don't Know How To Let You Go"

Anytime I feel low I want to hop on the train and go to you, rest my head on your lap and let you braid my hair until I doze off. I want to wrap my arms around your waist from behind as you stir the food and inhale the Agua Florida you splashed all over yourself that morning. I want to help you hang the wash in the yard while you hum old songs that I'll never know.



I'll never have that again and this knowledge keeps me up at night.

*smooches...feeling that void again*
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just when you think you're over something, you're not.