Missing You.

"There's a club- the Dead Dads Club- and you can't be in it until you're in it..."

I torture myself with this episode of Grey's Anatomy because it's what I do. And Christmas came and went and I didn't hear Papi's voice.

All of the "firsts" after someone dies are so ridiculously hard. One minute you're having a great time, and next thing you know, it hits you: part of your heart, or soul, is missing.

Sending my love to all of us in the Dead Dads Club. I'm sorry we all had to join.